It Was My Fault I Expected So Much From You

Don’t get me wrong—I didn’t expect this man to be perfect. I didn’t expect him not to have flaws and I didn’t expect him not to be a human being. Because I was also far from perfect. But what I hoped for was that the two of us would be perfect for each other. I also didn’t expect for our relationship to be flawless. But what I hoped for was that our love would be stronger and more powerful than all the obstacles which could come our way.

When I met you, I was convinced that you were the guy I had been dreaming about all along. I thought you were the love of my life, my soulmate and my forever person. You had everything I wanted my man to have and you were exactly like I had pictured you in my head. I couldn’t believe that all of my dreams were finally coming true and I kept thanking God that you had come into my life.

You were a loving and caring guy who understood me like no one else. From day one, you showed interest in me and in my personality. You showed me that you really loved me, that you cared about me and my needs and you acted like there was nothing that and nobody who could make you leave me. You behaved as if I was the most important person in the world to you and that there was nothing you wouldn’t do for me.