It Was Never That Complicated…You Simply Didn’t Want To Make An Effort

You loved things being complicated. It was like an adrenaline rush, an adventurous game of going in and out of my life. Every time I thought you were not coming back, every time I went no contact and decided to move on you would do your best to lure me back in.

You would put on your A game. You would turn back to that sweet, loving and kind personality of yours. You would make me believe that anything is possible and that all things can be different this time around.

Sadly, they never were. No matter what, I would always be the one collecting pieces of my broken soul, crying myself to sleep thinking of all the things I should have never allow you to do, thinking how stupid I was for loving you, how ridiculous it was to even think that you could change.

And you always had one more excuse up your sleeve as to why things couldn’t work between us at that time. I guess I have heard them all—from work trouble, being too busy, not being in a good place right now to family situations that weren’t allowing you to engage in anything serious right now.