I Want You Back But I’m Smart Enough To Know That’s A Bad Idea

It would make no sense to get back with you because I know that no amount of love could ever replace your lack of respect. I already know who you are and what you do to people who love you. I’ve fallen in your trap once and shame on you for that. But I’d be stupid to repeat the same mistake. Then the shame would be on me for deliberately getting back with someone who did nothing but break me.

My heart is telling my one thing but my mind is screaming something completely different.

And that’s okay, as my heart was always a bit of a rebel. But it was fooled by you once and now I no longer let my heart take the lead. I’ve chosen to listen to my mind this time because my mind never lets me down. You’re no good and no amount of love I give you could ever change you.

If you truly wanted me, you would’ve made an effort to make it happen.

You’d have done everything in your power to make us happy, to live a life everyone dreams of. We needed so little and even that was too much to ask from you. If you truly wanted me, you wouldn’t have done all the mean things you did to me. I’d feel different, I wouldn’t ever need to wonder where I stood with you. But I was oblivious to the things you were showing me for so long.