I Thought You Cared For Me But Obviously I Was Wrong

I thought you were going to put some effort into our relationship but it turned out you expected me to move the stars for you while you weren’t ready to lift your little finger for me. I thought our relationship meant as much to you as it meant to me. But after a while, I saw I was the only one initiating our dates, the one calling and texting you first and the only one pulling all the strings. After some time, I started feeling as if I was forcing you to be with me and that was something I never wanted.

I thought you were someone I could rely on but it turned out that you were only around me while you needed me. You knew you could always count on my support and for me that was the natural order of things since we had been a couple. But with time, you started using my kindness and you started taking advantage of the fact that I was always there for you. You kept calling me only when you were in trouble or when you needed something, because you knew I was the only one who would never turn her back on you. But the second everything in your life was fixed and the second you were back on track, you would forget all about me, as if I never existed. At the same time, you were never there for me when I needed you. My problems and issues were seen as irrelevant and as things I could handle on my own.