I Am Jealous Because Someone Will Make You Happier Than I Did

But there is something I will never be able to accept. And that is the fact that there will come a woman who you’ll love. I hate to admit this, but it would be a lot easier for me to accept the fact that you don’t know how to love. But that is far from the truth. I know that you are a great guy who is very capable of loving. You just couldn’t love me. I know you were never truly happy by my side and that is why I let you go.

And I know there will come a woman you’ll make happy. There will come a woman you’ll love the way I loved you and the way you could never love me. I also know I have no right to be jealous. Even when we were together, you were never truly mine and I always knew that. But my jealousy is stronger than me. It haunts and consumes me. Maybe I am the only bad guy here, after all. I should want you to be happy even if that happiness doesn’t include me, but honestly, I can’t wish that for you. I might be selfish, but I truly envy the woman who will love you after me.